Life experiences list

On some days (not that often) all I care is experiencing everything there is to experience in life. All the mental states, all the physical skills, all the emotions, as deeply as possible. Everything that is a hobby of anyone. This is my personal list to keep track on what I've tried and what I … Continue reading Life experiences list

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Tinder, unemployment, elephants and being full of shit

This was the response I wrote: “Hmm. It’s improbable that taking a long gap will lead to me not being able to find any job and struggling to make my ends meet. But even if it will, that’s ok. A part of me even wants that. Because it feels like in some ways it’d be … Continue reading Tinder, unemployment, elephants and being full of shit

I need help getting rid of my fantasies about making bad impressions on people

I spend a lot of time fantasizing how I will make a particular impression on some person. Usually it's not a purely good impression. I have this craving to seem unpredictable, extreme, alienating, weird, broken. In the last 2 years I became more aware of it and tried to get rid of it but I … Continue reading I need help getting rid of my fantasies about making bad impressions on people